I'm very disappointed. Ms Chu, im really very disappointed by your childishness and your professionalism. k fine, so the class was planning a class chalet, and yes of cos there will always be two parties fighting for their view. frankly, i wasnt in any part of the party, cos i cant go for one and i know your pattern, once you made the decision you won't change it, so i didnt even bother fighting. i was really unhappy with how you talk to people and how you deal with things. i dare say you're really petty and overly sensitive. there was no arguement, there was no unhappiness between you and me, but you twisted a innocent question into something to vicious. i commend you for your effort but really, its grossly unnecessary. when i asked you about how much money we had, i am not being calculative, even though i should be cos its OUR money. but i wasnt, can't i be concerned? and then i asked how much balance after the chalet. you know i somewhat always plan things for the class, try to get the class together. i never meant any harm or hurt you know. then after that i was wondering, wow, not everyone is going and yet there is a shortage of money, and then the teachers were invited too right? yeah, so i was just wondering out of concern that if the teachers were contributing to the chalet. i mean, i know for a fact that the teachers won't eat our money. but what harm is it asking? shouldn't you be glad that im concerned in the first place? i never even meant to be rude, if i did, i would be giving you a piece of my mind. i was just being concerned. then yst when we tried to explain to you, you keep deviating from the topic and you kept confusing yourself. did you realise that jason was doing the talking and not me? cos i honestly was not happy, and to prevent myself from getting into more trouble, i put in effort and self-control to prevent my tongue from lashing out unpleasnant things. i totally don't understand why you're like that. even crystal who wasnt so called on our side, came to talk things out and find out the main reasons why we said what we said. and she agreed too that its not out of unhappiness but out of concern. then when i was outside only then you mention my name. its as good as talking behind my back. firstly, you shouldnt use that excuse of oh the class later think that the teachers really eating money. that thought shouldnt even been in your thoughts. the class even said that they're not so money minded. and then, you used that against me? say that im money minded. oh come on lar. please. i'm not even going for the goddamn chalet. and ya, its only ten dollars i've contributed. so not even kicking up a fuss. i even told crystal to tell you that im not even angry or mad or watever like that. you're the one that manipulated my words and twisted the story and then believing that that is the fact and whats happening. i cant believe you're so mindless. as a teacher and lecturer, can't you behave more maturely. the things you say. asking me to shut up right in my face in front of the class, thats not a pleasant thing to do. but i've never said anything cos of how i hate it, i still have to respect you as the teacher and not embarrass you in front of the class. but you think little of that and just carry on doing that as and when you feel its necessary. but excuse me, being rude is totally unnecessary. you even said yesterday, lecturers don't bare grudges, i should have recorded what you say. cos i believe that line is a total lie coming out from your mouth. cos i know your pattern. even that time when i harmlessly questioned you about you not telling the class that the lesson was cancelled, i already said i was just asking a question and not instigating you at all. but you take it so defensively and think that i am. and you keep bringing it up in such a sarcastic tone. but as a student, i once again humble myself and not say anything. i even try to forget it and continue active participation in your class. yesterday, we tried hard to explain to you our story and rational behind the things that we did, but im sure u werent listening. we were explaining and not putting the blame on you, and you were rantting on how hurt you were? whats there to be hurt about. ok fine, everyone has different kinds of feelings and i should be sensitive when i talk to people. but is it a wrong and fault that i was being concerned? ok maybe you misunderstood me and thought i was being advocative of my views in a negative way? so the three of us tried explaning and it didnt work. you kept beating around the bush and not coming to a closing conclusion. and then, today, when me and jason was not in class, you took advantage of this opportunity to phsycho the 'not so aware of the situation' class of what you wanted them to know. how dare you talk behind our backs with all that lies spouting from that evil mouth of yours. and how dare you say that i not even going, why should i care for the money, hello, its my freaking money in there too you know. but i wasnt even concerned from the beginning about you eating up my money, i was thinking about the class of how the money will be most effectively spent. and now, it seems you've won the battle by making the class dissappointed with me. it seems that now because of me asking that question, and hurting you, you've returned the money to the class and said that if we still want to carry out the bbq/chalet, we'll have to do it ourselves? and of cos, the class might just believe the teacher more than their own classmate, and also i didnt have the chance to defend myself. but so be it okay. if the class still excludes me from now on, i cant do anything, but i really hope you guys believe me. because of ms chu's evil mouth, i am put to blame. i never even meant for any of this things to happen. im really saddened and dissappointed on how childish she can get and how manipulative she is. lets see how tomorrow. but i guess, i should say im sorry...sorry for being concerned. its just unfair. and, unjust. i never thought this would happen to me in my life, but thanks to the manipulative sly motherfucking hypocritical bitch. i've gotten myself into this mess. BITCH!!!!
CHOCOLATE ;;
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